// …..not to be a killjoy but could people also cool it on the nsfw asks? sometimes they’re hella funny but other times i kind of am like ????? and a touch uncomfortable.
//Okay well. It’s nobody’s fault whatsoever ❤ but both discord and skype have kind of failed on this front all day today: i could really use stuff with koschei and his kids, or koschei and the doctor, that’s…you know. soft. and warm. i’m having a rough night and in a very nerve wracking situation i can’t escape so. help.
“ … . I honestly don’t know, Sis. I’ve come to a point where that’s not even my modus operandi anymore. But I do know it would have taken me a far shorter mourning period for the … certainty that I at least had myself. That at least I would never betray me. Even for my best friend’s sake. I’ve always known … . I have only myself. Madly as we may love the Doctor … . we can’t rely upon them. Not if we wish to be our own master.”
“I know that we only have ourselves. I know that. Don’t think it won’t get worse after you regenerate, because it will. But even after all that he had done, even after everything, all the fighting, all… this, you’ll figure out that this time. This time, he really wants to help and he will. He did help, believe me or not.”
Missy sighed and looked away. “I just hope that at this point you won’t hate me for this. Because I know that if you were the one doing it, I wouldn’t blame you, Junior. Because that’s who we are. So dangerous, even to ourselves.”
“But we’re SELF-PRESERVING too! We SURVIVE, Missy! That’s our badge of honor! I’m not asking that you reject the Doctor, I’m asking WHY you felt the need to try and kill ME!”
“Was I really so disgusting to you?”
You should not have had to choose between the Doctor and your own dignity.
Icarus 