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“You said you would keep trying!”

Angsty sentence starters.

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      “HOW HAVE I NOT?!” 

With a single sweep of his arm, and a roar from the gut, the contents of his workbench clash and shatter.  

For the first time since Zinnia’s birth, Koschei is the Master, a fury brimming with explosive physical violence.  Entirely, irony of ironies, because of the Doctor’s accusations.  

     “I don’t UNDERSTAND, Thete!  Why this antagonism?  I give you every minute of every day of my life, if it’s not for you it’s for our baby, I let you coom and go as you please, cavort with any friends you LIKE, go on ‘SAVING’ people, one project after anootha to outrun, to outrun … that black hole in your chest, and I love even THAT part of you!  What else am I meant to DO?  I, I anonymously donated my own medical inventions to Martha Jones’s hospital; I wired Donna Noble’s husband a raise; I talked to Nyssa in disguise to help her cope over her father; I apologized, cried,  to Jo; I got Lucy in counseling; is it Bill? Because we haven’t found Bill yet.”

Frantically, he seizes her by the arms, and shakes her, once.

     “ANSWER ME, is it BILL?  Is that why you’re angry?  Is that why you’re DISAPPOINTED?  How am I NOT trying? TELL ME WHAT TO DO!” 

I am a tiger, I am an inferno, and I don’t know what to do.  

auniverseaway:

“ When I look at you, I feel like I’m looking at
the other half of myself. You’ve filled the empty space in my soul, and
because of that, you’re a Goddess to me.

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                                                                      Oh but when I look at you…

( I spotted the choice ask and just had to ask this ) If there was ever a case , as implusible as it is , were you did lose them , what would you do ? .

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“I can’t answer your question, because if the Doctor died, there would not be enough of me left to exact an effective action of any kind. Except to annihilate. Yes. I suppose I would expend my last days taking revenge on the universe for continuing to exist after the Doctor was gone.  I would destroy all of matter, all of creation, because she was not there to bear witness to it, and therefore, it no longer had the right.  Because it … !”

He ducks his head, grinds his jaw, and gasps something resembling a mangled laugh.

“It failed her. It FAILED her. WE failed her.  I would kill the universe and then I would cannibalize myself because nothing deserves to exist if that light is already extinguished.”

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I’ve always been scared that a part of you will never truly forgive me for leaving you behind all those years ago. Even though we’re happy now, I’m terrified that there’s a seed of anger and hatred still there, buried deep down.

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       “ … and do you think I never fear I’ll awaken one day to the smell of engine exhaust, and the sight of the TARDIS dematerializing, with you inside, afraid of yourself, me, us, what we are, were, or never will be,  abandoning me again?  We remain together not because we have no fear of what we could do to destroy each other, but despite that knowledge.  Every day, love is a choice, that’s what you told me.  Because what we are together is more than our fear of being annihilated by the person who knows us best in all the cosmos.  Or am I wrong?”