“Inner Demons” by Julia Brennan is great for just Koschei. ♥ ♥

They say don’t let them in
Close your eyes and clear your thoughts again
But when I’m all alone, they show up on their own
‘Cause inner demons fight their battles with fire
Inner demons don’t play by the rules
They say “Just push them down, just fight them harder
Why would you give up on it so soon?"So angels, angels please just keep on fighting
Angels don’t give up on me today
‘Cause the demons they are there, they just keep biting
‘Cause inner demons just won’t go away
So angels please, hear my prayer
Life is pain, life’s not fair
So angels please, please stay here
Take the pain, take the fearThey say it won’t be hard, they can’t see the battles in my heart
But when I turn away
The demons seem to stay
‘Cause inner demons don’t play well with angels
They cheat and lie and steal and break and bruise
Angels please protect me from these rebels
This is a battle I don’t want to loseSo angels, angels please just keep on fighting
Angels don’t give up on me today
‘Cause the demons they are there, they just keep biting
‘Cause inner demons just won’t go awaySo angels, angels please keep on fighting
Angels don’t give up on me today
‘Cause the demons they are there, they just keep biting
‘Cause inner demons just won’t go awaySo angels please, hear my prayer
Life is pain, life’s not fair
So angels please, please stay here
Take the pain, take the fear

Oh dear :c 

I’ll protect you (from any of them)

Send “I’ll protect you” for my muse’s reaction.

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     “Don’t be daft, you old potato,” the Master sasses straight back.  “You just stand there in those sexy glasses and look pretty. I’ll do the hard work.”  

He draws his laser and nudges the Doctor, hip to hip, then swings around and fires his laser off directly into the nasty, large alien insect’s head.  

    “Here’s hoping we don’t disturb the hive overhead.  And don’t get huffy about me killing the worker drones. Long as we don’t get the queen their kind’ll live to sting another day.”  

(some fluff for you) The Doctor grinned as he flounced over to The Master like an over excited puppy. With an absolute flourish he produced a white lily. “For you, with love.” Beaming he rocked back on his heels, a faint blush coloring his cheeks.

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Far more than the lily in his hand, the Master delights in the flush of his old friend’s cheeks.  

    “I think you’re beautiful,” he finally says, his words a laser of singular intent cutting through the Doctor’s multi-directional effervescence.  

“I’m.. I’m fine..s’nothin.” Her smile was clearly shaky as the Doctor turned away. One hand was firmly pressed against her own side in an effort to mute the spasms of white hot pain.

The Master flings himself in the Doctor’s path.  He cups her face in one hand, and peers ferociously into her frightened hazel eyes.  It’s an expression of helplessness she sports, and for the twelve previous faces she wore, he would have skinned himself for the chance to witness that exact face.

Not anymore. Not a Doctor who is full of hope and self-accountability and compassion. Not his boyhood best friend reborn.

     “You can’t lie to me.  You never could.”   

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    “Tell me what happened.  Was it the mine?”  

“Sleep already!” The Doctor insisted in a gentle yet firm tone. Her fingers moved to lightly scratch through The Master’s hair in soothing motions. (from 13)

Send “Sleep already!” for a starter where my muse is very clearly sleep-deprived, but refuses to sleep.

The Master has been at the same damned glitch in the Console computer for well over 48 sleepless hours.  He is the perfect portrait of barely-contained madness:  silver-blond hair a crow’s nest of raked fingers; facial hair ill-kempt; eye makeup smudged, and replaced by a pair of ominous dark circles.  

When the Doctor greets him with this gentle command, he only grunts a nonresponse, holding up an index finger, and assaults the keyboard with a new system of input commands.

       “I do that and every time we need to jump somewhere else, the navigation system will be compromised.  You wanna be spit out into a meteor shower or the mouth of a volcano? Didn’t think so.”  

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He continues to type even as he speaks, at a rapid-fire machine-gun cadence.  

The Doctor wrapped his arms around the Masters waist, holding him close. “I’m here..I’m here..” he whispered softly.

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That’s the trouble with hope.  

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It’s hard to resist. 

Softly he pressed a kiss to the Master’s temple, keeping his loving embrace. Closing his eyes he allowed a gentle brush against the telepathic connection they shared. There was no probing just gentle reassurance. The silence didn’t bother the Doctor he merely stayed there offering his love and comfort to the one he so dearly cared for.

The Master shoves his face into the Doctor’s neck, inhaling aftershave and windburn and all things mysterious and fugitive. Home, home. 

      “Don’t forget me, don’t doubt me, please, please, please, I’m here, I’m still here,” he all but chants through his teeth, clinging, making his fists full of shirt tremble. 

“I am constantly surprised by the longing for you that never quiets. You are here and you are in my hearts, always. My thoughts often stray to you even when I don’t mean them to. Wondering how you are, what you’re doing, if you’d welcome my endless company. Endless because pulling myself from you is a pain I tire of enduring.”

The Doctor speaks softly, hands gingerly trailing up and down the man’s back. Having him so close is always lovely, it makes his hearts soar. Warm, fierce, beautiful, mine.

The longer the Doctor holds him, the more the Master stills; the quieter he grows, save for that tell-tale gentle thrum deep in the diaphragm of his psyche, just like the purring of a cat with its favorite human.  His eyes fall closed and he says nothing, instead savoring the silent nearness of his beloved. 

The Doctor wrapped his arms around the Masters waist, holding him close. “I’m here..I’m here..” he whispered softly.

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That’s the trouble with hope.  

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It’s hard to resist. 

Softly he pressed a kiss to the Master’s temple, keeping his loving embrace. Closing his eyes he allowed a gentle brush against the telepathic connection they shared. There was no probing just gentle reassurance. The silence didn’t bother the Doctor he merely stayed there offering his love and comfort to the one he so dearly cared for.

The Master shoves his face into the Doctor’s neck, inhaling aftershave and windburn and all things mysterious and fugitive. Home, home. 

      “Don’t forget me, don’t doubt me, please, please, please, I’m here, I’m still here,” he all but chants through his teeth, clinging, making his fists full of shirt tremble. 

❝ I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to forgive myself for just how badly I broke you.. ❞ (from 10)

     “Well let me help you with that,” the Master seethes through his teeth, in a tight and frantic whisper; it’s always perilous, so perilous, when the both of them are in a fragile and mercurial state, when the both of them are raw.  

     “I could have chosen to respond differently to what you did, to how you left.  I who pride myself on being so self-sufficient and self-justified, have done nothing in life but react to you.  Nothing … !”