//I think I’m a little too emotionally tired from my mom’s ER visits and continued health crisis to watch the new episode tonight. It may sound weird, but even if I really really enjoy something, sometimes the excitement of it is “too hard” when I’m emotionally drained. I promise to watch it first thing tomorrow morning, though ❤ For now I’m gonna confine myself to drafts or maybe to just staying off the computer altogether. 

sclfmastery:

//Taking mom to the ER. Depending on what happens, I may be back tomorrow, or I may not be here for a while. 

//Well we are already back from the er. So far a lot to be grateful for.

Mom has an infected toe but it’s not dangerous at all yet. X rays show normalcy too, and blood labs are good.

Best of all she learned that even with her cirrhosis she can safely take Tylenol. and Vicodin. Which she’s on. And lmao. Boy is she pleasant and loopy.

Finally we learned that the er we live five minutes from is exceptional which is very relieving to me since I go to the er many times a year.

//Taking mom to the ER. Depending on what happens, I may be back tomorrow, or I may not be here for a while. 

i feel so hopeless and alone