
One (1) Angry Boi

One (1) Angry Boi

Sometimes you gotta look back to the first decade of the 21st century and laugh your ass off at your trash noodle muse standing in a welding apron OVER A SUIT (why didn’t you change your clothes, you incandescent genius LOL?) laughing at how he’s expertly vandalized a TARDIS.
Look at that sinnamon roll, lmao.
“You still haven’t answered the question…”
Doctor Who – The Last of the Time Lords (2007)
#see #I could go FULL meta here #but I just want to point out two things#Kosch (mostly in my HCs but I mean look at him)#is very particular about his freedom #being free is all he has#and it’s always been like that#and I mean it’s hardly a secret so i figure the Doctor knows#now just look at the bottom two gifs #Ten knows what he’s doing#what he’s sentencing him to #the TARDIS is barely more than a cage#a big one but still a cage #with no control for him to go anywhere#and the bottom right gif #oh god #at first the Master is just so… incredulous#like “he wouldn’t. He KNOWS.”#and then there’s the betrayal in his eyes because #yes #he would #he IS#and you can see the very moment the realisation is settling in#that the Doctor is about to rob him of the one thing #the ONE THING#he knows is more precious to him than anything else #more than fame#more than power #more than wealth #more than his life (via rhythmofwar)
I’ll go a step further and say it’s not just indiscriminate freedom, it’s agency. It’s having control over his own selfhood, his own thoughts, his own actions. Because as much as he might claim the moniker “Master,” ironically, that’s the last thing he’s ever been granted, by his House or the Time Council, or Rassilon, or even the Doctor, when they were children and the Master, innocent of any crime, was burdened with the title of death’s keeper. And what are the “Drums” but evidence that his whole personhood has been tampered with for Rassilon’s convenience?
The Master has NEVER been granted autonomy, and that’s what makes him protect it so viciously through every single one of his faces, and the Doctor does NOT understand that; the Doctor pleads with Missy to “hear the music of the universe,” and that “bearing witness to it” is “ownership enough,” and that’s all well and good, it’s poetic and beautiful really, but someone who hasn’t been the puppet of a tyrant for his whole life doesn’t understand what a precious commodity agency, and individuality, and independence, are.
I don’t think the Doctor is TRYING to betray him here, even though the Master thinks he is; in fact I don’t think the Doctor DOES know how much that agency means to the Master. To the Doctor, relinquishing control completely to the universe and the fluid flow of all its marvelous experiences is the natural thing to desire. The Doctor didn’t “go mad” when he looked at the Untempered Schism, like the Master, who sees something through to its end, did; the Doctor RAN.
So what the Doctor believes, here, is an act of mercy, is in fact a betrayal to the Master, who sees his control over his own fate, his autonomy, violated. But what’s tragic about this is that the Doctor sees his cruelty as a kindness.
and then there’s the alternate rage that like seethes from his burning eyeballs while he stands like some cross between a vengeful death god and that meme of ben affleck smoking on the balcony in sunglasses:

“theta i swear to fuck”
am i the only one though who finds it fucking hysterical when john simm’s master gets just beside himself with exasperated incredulity and scrunches up his face or widens his eyes like an affronted child who’s just had someone knock over his tyco block tower?



he just gets SO EPICALLY HAUGHTILY OFFENDED lmfao it’s like
“how DARE you good sir, i shall toss down my GAUNTLET PRESENTLY, pistols at DAWN, you RAKISH KNAVE! you BOUNDER! i am most thoroughly VEXED and i’m telling MOMMY!!!!”
rhythmofwar Good. He needs love
Things would be so different if he actually felt loved
Actually, things would already be so different if he thought someone believed him about the drums
If he wasn’t just constantly told he’s insane
That the noise and the PAIN is just his imagination, no matter what he does to get rid of it
sclfmastery
tell me about it.
i’m chronically ill and the reason why i love simm master so much is because when the doctor heard the drums and believed him he was euphoric.
because nobody fucking understands how miserable simply existing is, how it alienates you from fucking everyone all the time and you’re "just imagining it" unless you keep your suffering to yourself.
the moment i saw how much it meant to him for someone to understand was the moment i decided i’d basically die for him
because i get iti really really get it
that’s why he means the world to me and i’d fight for him no matter what
SO uhhhhhhhhh I made a (continually updating) Pinterest board for Kosch. Come watch me hyperfixate.
//am i the only one who thinks it’s super dubious that the master makes fun of missy calling out for the doctor in World Enough and Time, yet in Series Three he basically orgasmed while moaning “Dooooctorrr” into the phone to Ten?

ALSO I posted this about a year back and now I can’t find it so have a repost of my art of Agender Simm!Master (altho I now ID him as genderfluid) which I originally dedicated and still do dedicate to @fobwatchedcenturion because Ryker is like the champion of trans and genderqueer Master things ❤
Doctor! You and I once experienced a wondrously catastrophic Christmas! Remember, that time I was everyone on earth? Oh, those were the days. And you heard the Drums, when still I had them, and you told me you believed me, and I really must impress it upon you that this meant the world to me. For that reason, darling: let ME spend Christmas with you. I shall get crackers and wear a paper hat and eat all their disgusting rich food with you. We will indulge in pointless human rituals, like cutting down an evergreen tree and putting knick-knacks and lights on them. I will dress up as that unnervingly omniscient fat bearded man in red and we can sing songs of dubious taste while getting lit on gingered eggnog. Whatever your hearts desire.