“Back To You” by Selena Gomez is giving me Doctor/Master feels, from the Doctor to the Master.

Took you like a shot
Thought that I could chase you with a cold evening
Let a couple years water down how I’m feeling about you
(Feeling about you)
And every time we talk
Every single word builds up to this moment
And I gotta convince myself I don’t want it
Even though I do (even though I do)You could break my heart in two
But when it heals, it beats for you
I know it’s forward, but it’s trueI wanna hold you when I’m not supposed to
When I’m lying close to someone else
You’re stuck in my head and I can’t get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I’d go back to you
I know I’d go back to you
I know I’d go back to youWe never got it right
Playing and replaying old conversations
Overthinking every word and I hate it
‘Cause it’s not me (’cause it’s not me)
And what’s the point in hiding?
Everybody knows we got unfinished business
And I’ll regret it if I didn’t say
This isn’t what it could be (isn’t what it could be)You could break my heart in two
But when it heals, it beats for you
I know it’s forward, but it’s true

Oh dear ;_; ❤ 

I just want every Doctor that follows me to know that the Master embodies Missy’s statement that no matter the face, every incarnation of the Doctor is THEIR Doctor. Every single Doctor is beloved of the Master,  bitterly wounded by their abandonment, chasing them across the cosmos, begging them with each horribly misguided “command” to look at the Master again, and remember their best friend. 

The Master will pursue every Doctor until time and space cease to be.  

I love how my Simm Master muse is like “I despise the Doctor!” and proceeds to take a single look at the Thirteenth Doctor and immediately “Majesty” by Nicki Minaj starts playing in his head lmao ( “Whatever you say, Missus Majesty, whatever you want you can have from me!” ) and he just stares at her indefinitely flustered and BSOD’ing. 😂

//er so. we’re out another $8,000-$9,000 because of willful damage done by the tenants of the property we own (and now again inhabit–and this is on top of the initial $30,000 only a pittance of which we reclaimed in court). And the uh stress combined with my med changes has me now in…uhhhh excruciating abdominal pain and….let’s say constantly in the bathroom, combined with a migraine.  my doctor messed up so i can’t see him for the migraine until Tuesday (he’s already 2 months late on my treatment due to insurance not re-approving said treatment, which keeps me out of the hospital, until this morning).   and i am experiencing strange weakness in my limbs too, and fatigue because i haven’t really slept for over a week??? lol????

so if iiii could get some ic rp fluff from any doccos following me, any doccos that you please, anyone one through thirteen, that would be exceedingly helpful, even if i may not be able to reply right away.  no pressure or force, ever, though, of course <3333